The number one reason why I push people away is because I don’t want to waste their time, and I know that I’m not worth it.
I hate summer.
I hate being alone and I hate being forced to wear a bathing suit all summer and I hate laying in bed all day and I hate not being able to see all of those dumb buttholes at my school that I say mean nothing to me, because they do. I hate swimming and I hate shorts and I hate being sweaty. and I hate bugs, too.
| Mom: | I wish I was as pretty as you when I was your age! |
| Parents Friends: | How many boys do you have chasing after you now? |
| Grandparents: | Look at our beautiful granddaughter! How many hearts have you broken this week? |
| School: | Someone touch it with a stick so we know it doesn't bite. |
